☮ Part Of My Life ☮

"here’s to all the places we went. And here’s to all the places we’ll go. And here’s to me whispering again and again and again and again. i love you" - john green

(Source: deahandini)

Called it “letter to him”

Williaaaam, i never though that you’ll be this important to me. Makasih sudah ngijinin dea untuk ngenal willi sejauh ini melebihi apapun. Ngga berhenti bersyukur untuk kenal pribadi willi yg seperti itu. Makasih banget udah mau nerima jeleknya dea sejelek2nya sifat yg dea punya. Dea ngga habis bersyukur masih ada willi sampek sekarang ini, meskipun keadaannya dan jarak yang jauh kadang bikin dea jatuh sejatuh2nya karna kangen. Dea sayang banget sama willi karna Allah, tapi sayangnya dea ngga ngelebihin dari sygnya dea ke Allah. Makasih sudah jadi motivasi terbesar dea buat cepet lulus dan balik dari malang. Maaaaafi dea yaa hanif untuk planning2 yg ngga kesampean. Memang dea punya planning tapi Allah yg ngatur semuanya. Lagi-lagi terimakasih sahabat dea tersayang masih mau stay sama dea dalam keadaan sesusah apapun. Senengnya dea sudah lebih-lebih di ulang tahun yang ke 3 semenjak kenal willi. Semoga masih ada tanggal 13 yang lain buat dirayain sama william. kalo kata willi “intinya iloveyou” my own megabestfriend.

Everythings Changed!

I really don’t know what kind of feeling that happen to me right now. this things is really the one that know me the best when every people stay away from me. especially my one and only mega best friend. i feel like when i need someone to cry in their shoulder, they just disappear. being distance with someone that i love is just fckin’ sad. i realize now, when i tried so hard to go out from house bcs that stupid things that i can’t tolerate then right now i don’t really want to leave that home. i hate being alone in this room eventhough sometimes this is what i need to relaxing my self. cry out loud and nobody can hear me.

I still can’t believe too what he had done to me. everything is just mess up and no one can’t understand what i feel, but i can’t explain. he’s just different for me already. i feel like i’m alone, there is no more the one who i called best friend, especially my ‘mega’ best friend. everything just looks the same. they are “FRIEND” :( and actually everything has changed!

and the truth is…

and the truth is…

(Source: weheartit.com)

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