I'm dea | 18 years old | Indonesian | Avril Lavigne-Fan | william's lil' girl♥ & willi junior♥
Love? thats kind of a strong word, so I’m just going to say boy I feel very strongly about. You haven’t been in my life for that long, but you have already made such a difference. you have me smilling all the time, and you gave me confidence that i didn’t have before. even though I only say “aww thanks” whenever you call me beauty or amazing. it really does make me feel better about my self and it makes me feel like you really care about me. i wish i could just call you beautiful because that’s what you are to me, you are perfect in everyway. The way you look at me with those brown eyes and just smile, and the way you grab me and hold me tight. My favorite place to be is in your arms with my head on your chest. listening to your heartbeat. I wish i could be with you everyday but whenever i am with you it is the best feeling in the world and everything is just right. And as i am sitting here writting this im just hoping that we will stay together forever because i can’t imagine what my life would be like if i lost you.
I WANT US TO LAST.
I don’t want to have an amazing couple of months and then it be all over in a flash.
I don’t want to experience the feelings of hurt, confusion, and disappointment again.
No matter what we run into and no matter how hard things get, I want us to stick together.
I’m beyond over the distance, I’m over waking up and going to bed alone every night, seeing other couples together and just thinking of you and wanting to cry because i cant hold your hand or kiss you. I hate not being able to be there when you have a bad day to try and make it better or seeing you on holidays. I hate it all every minute of it. But despite my deep hate of the distance between us your the one that I want, so I wait. I wait for the weekends I can see you, I wait for your random phone calls, and for your texts back. I wait, and will continue waiting because I love you so much and without you in my life I would be sad and always looking for a guy like you because you make my days better even if I cant see you and even if we don’t get to talk a lot and because I know eventually this distance will end. - unknown